She made it happen.... <3

31st Dec:
It's our 1st new year eve. I'm so happy that she's with me when everyone is looking at the sky after the final countdown of the last 10 seconds for 2009. We went to Curve. She looked so pretty. Always. We had japanese food for dinner and went for a movie. Well, the food is suck, but the movie is nice this time. I really don't hope to repeat what had happened on 17th Dec. She's tired and fall asleep in the cinema. I wanted to send her home but she don't want to. Poor baby have to sleep while sitting in the cinema. But, I was curious how can she sleep in the environment which is so noisy.? This showed she's really tired.
Ya, she made my dream came true. I got to kiss her under the fireworks. Someone told me, make your wishes to the fireworks, it will come true on your birthday. I don't know whether is it true but I do made my wishes.

8th Jan:
My 21st birthday. She kept on saying she didn't prepare any present for me, andeven emo for that. But, actually she gave me a priceless present. 7th of Jan, our 3rd month anniversary. Before the day end and come to my big day, she sent me a message. A priceless message, a present that I always longing for, and is also one of my wish to the fireworks. She said, she's ready to say she love me now..!!
I'm so happy.. XD She made a handphone theme, of us, for my birthday. Maybe some people will say why so small, but who cares.? It's a present from my bii, the one I love. To me, it's the biggest present for this birthday. =)
She even sacrified her nap time to watch movie with me after class. She got class at night, and ended up got headache. =(

Thanks for everything bii.
I don't know how to say. Thank you. I'm so lucky to have you...
I hope you know that, you're my everything too.
I love you... <3

Our First Christmas

It's the first time I celebrate Christmas with her.
I'm longing to have a sweet Christmas eve with her, because it's our 6 months anniversary that we knew each other. But too bad she can't come out.
It's really a jamming day. Everywhere also people. Family, couples, friends. Quite a lot of people wearing santa hat. You can smelled the Christmas in the air.

We went for movie. Alvin and the Chipmunks 2.
I seriously agreed that she can act the voice as the chipmunks in the movie. As cute as them. No, more cute than them. Lolx.
We had our lunch after movie, and she wanted to see my ex. -.-'''
It's the first time I heard and experienced that a girl wanted to see her bf's ex so much. Lolx.
It's Christmas, ans also our anniversary. I really felt sweat.

Ya, it's happened and she met her.
It's really a most weird date for me.
Before the time she had to go home, she already felt tired. So, we went home.
She woke up early and still got dinner at night. I don't hope she too tired cause she will feel uncomfort if she didn't sleep enough. Although I hope to spend more time with her, I still let her home.

Merr Christmas and Happy 6 months Anniversary bii... =)
I love you.. <3

Birthday Celebration =p

Still about her birthday celebration.
After the school version, is my turn to celebrate with her alone.
In case she can't come out on the actual day, and avoid she found out about the surprise at school, I purposely date her on friday night for her celebration. =p

3 days before that :
I went to The Curve for choosing restaurant and buying movie tickets. Usually our date will always be in 1Utama, so I decided to change a new venue for her birthday. But unfortunately the restaurant already booked for functions on friday night. =( And it's only 1 movie on that night. It's not the movie she wanted to watch, so I just can change the venue back to 1Utama.

2 days before that :
I went to bought tickets. But not can't get the movie she want. So i have to choose another movie. And went to reserve table for dinner in the cafe that recommended by my friends and the internet. I tried to search for a cute cake, but is too big for 2 of us.

Friday :
I went back to the restaurant to choose a piece of cake for tonight's surprise and fetched her at 6pm. It's holiday and super uber jam. We spent about 20 minutes to search for parking. When we arrived at the restaurant, she told me she came here before and the food sucks. =(
It's really sucks. This is why I didn't mention the restaurant's name. We can't even finish our meal and the stupid manager ruined my surprise once we sat down. Arghh~~ so kanasai.
We did shopping fo a while and it's time for movie. It's really an unlucky day, cause the movie also not nice. Because she didn't get to sleep in the afternoon, she felt tired while the movie showing half way. So, I sent her back once the movie finish. A little present for her, as birthday or christmas present. Depends on what she wanted to take it as, and...hope she like it.

Actual day (today) :
There's a comic fietsa in Sunway Piramid. She wanted to go and see the coseplay so much.
So, we're there today and..with 2 light bulb. I don't really watch anima, but she loved it. See her face so excited when we're there, I felt happy. Although I don't know all those characters that she mentioned. Luckily the 2 stupid lame light bulb watched anima too, at least she won't felt bored. Cause I can't talk with her about this. =(
Once we're there, already got a unknown photographer wanted to take picture of us. I thought the fellow was shooting some coseplayer behind us. When he came over and show us the photos, I was so sweat. We just dressed up with normal school uniform. Lolx. Inside the hall, a brunch of kids(to me la~~ hahahaa..) wanted to take picture with her. Ya, she's so cute today. I think I won't stop her for taking part next year if she want, BUT..with the condition that I must follow. I don't trust all these peoples' eyes. =p

Well, this was her birthday week. I hope she really happy with all the celebration because I knew that she's stressing with assignment recently. I just hope I can cheer her up althoug last night I ruined her mood. I'm sorry for that bii. =(

Happy Birthday...!!! <3

I Miss You

Don't know why. I miss her a lot today.
We still seeing each other everyday. We still talk and sms. I'm here didn't go back to hometown. I really don't know why. I miss her much more than usually.

Her face, her voice, her smile, her silly, everything of her...
Keep on turning in my mind.
I was thinking for the whole day. What happen to me.?
We're not first day together. I'm going to see her tomorrow.
But why am I feel like want to hug her in my arms so much.?
I don't know.

No reasons. I just miss my biibii. =)


P/S : Although I don't know why, but I can feel this is going to happen very often in my future.

Early Celebration

I planned for a whole month. It's the first birthday that I going to celebrate with her.
I don't want it to be simple. =) I hope this will be a surprise that she will never forget.
Her birthday drop on weekend. No school on that day and I don't whether she can come out or not. Even if she can, I can't manage to find so many friends to attend at the same time cause all of us from different places. So, I decided to make it early and can celebrate in school.

Because of this surprise, I have to lie to her. =(
I cheated her that I went back to hometown and won't be able to attend the first class. She's not happy cause I left her alone. Sorry babe, I have no choice. =p
I left 3 spy with her and other 22 persons with me to stand by in the mamak stall nearby our school. When her class almost finish, part of us will take 1 rose each and give to her as a surprise. Then I will appear with 3 roses and part of our gang with a cake.

It ran quite smooth except we can't light up the candle. -.-'''
This caused us late and those friends which already with her have to create something to drag her attention. Finally we went in with the cake and all of them sing her birthday songs. In 4 languages. Hahahaa..
She was shocked and her tomato face appear. So cute.. =)
She didn't tell me anything about what she feel about the surprise. She just keep on blaming me that I cheat her and everyone know about this except her. Of course, this is your suprise, how can I let you know, bii.?

Well, luckily so far those problems appear is small and still can handle in time. My plan..consider success. =)
I don't know whether she will remember this in future or not, when I saw her cute smiley face, everything is not important.
Bii, hope you really like this. Happy Birthday...

How much do you know a girl's feelings...

I don't know are all these true for you. If it's, then these will be my answers... <3>
(I'm really willing to share. Everything. (= )

When a girl is not arguing...she is thinking deeply.
(I'm sorry... )= )

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions...she is wondering how long you will be around.
(as long as the period i told you.)

When a girl answers "I'm fine" after few second...she is not find at all.
(this is why I always ask "are you okay?" )

When a girl lays on your chest...she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
(I'm yours. Although everytime you just lay on me when you wanted to sleep. =p )

When a girl wants to see you everyday...she wants to be pampered.
(you know the answer for this. )

When a girl says "I miss you"...no one in this world can miss you more than that.
(this is why you don't't say it often.? But I do, cause I always miss you. )

When a girl says "I love you"...she means it.
(I meant it too. (= Although I'm waiting. )

How to keep your woman happy.?

I always wonder about this, cause I really hope she's happy to be with me.
I'm a stupid, stubborn, jealousy....arghh, conclusion is a not qualified bf. When I saw this post, I was like "Wow...". I don't know whether are all these point true, cause not every girl asks for same things. But, since it has been forward on internet, I think part of it is accurate.
These are what I read in the mail.
P=pass, F=failed, for my status.

It's not difficult to make a woman happy, a man just need to be:
1. a friend (P)
2. a companion (P)
3. a lover (P)
4. a brother (P)
5. a father (P)
6. a master (P)
7. a chef (P)
8. an electrician (F=I failed my life skill test since form 1.)
9. a carpenter (P)
10. a plumber (F=I know how to take off but I don't how to put it back.)
11. a mechanic (F=Same as the reason above.)
12. a decorator (P)
13. a stylist (P)
14. a sexologist (P)
15. a gynecologist (P)
16. a psychologist (P)
17. a pest exterminator (F=I'm sensitive to some insects.)
18. a psychiatrist (P)
19. a healer (P)
20. a good listener (P)
21. an organizer (P)
22. a good father (P)
23. very clean (P)
24. sympathetic (P)
25. athletic (F=I'm lack of balance since I was born, but am I counted if I know the basic.?)
26. warm (P)
27. attentive (P)
28. gallant (P)
29. intelligent (F=She's smarter than me.)
30. funny (P)
31. creative (F=She's taking graphic design.)
32. tender (P)
33. strong (P)
34. understanding (P)
35. tolerant (P)
36. prudent (P)
37. ambitious (P)
38. capable (P)
39. courageous (P)
40. determined (P)
41. true (P)
42. dependable (F=I'm not the first she thought of when she needs to something, so I think I'm failed.)
43. passionate (P)
44. compassionate (P)


WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:
45. give her compliments regularly (P)
46. love shopping (F=I don't but I do willing to accompany her.)
47. be honest (P)
48. be very rich (F=cause I'm not rich yet.)
49. not stress her out (F=She's stress since she's with me.)
50. not look at other girls (P)


AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:
51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself (P)
52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself (P)
53. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes (F=Sorry, she's too blur and got too many admirer, I'm insecure. :( )


IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:
54. never forget:
* birthdays (P)
* anniversaries (P)
* arrangements she makes (P)


42 out of 54, do I consider pass.? Well, only she got the answers.

This is my bii......

Hmmm...I don't know where should I start, and how should I start. This is a story about her. I promised to write. So ya, it maybe a long long story. Sorry if I had make it boring. =l

This is my bii..
She is kind, pretty, cute, silly, attractive, sexy, smart, naughty, lazy and....sometimes act stupid.
But seriously she is blur and forgetful. She always forgot what she's half way saying, so I can't interrupt her when she's talking and I have to stop talking when she wanted to tell me something cause if she waited, she will forgot what she wanted to say.

She is charming. She always know what and how to make herself become beautiful. Maybe just a normal t-shirt, but when put it on her, will be a different of view. She always looks nice in anything she wear. That's why there is always a brunch of guys looking at her. >.< Her cuteness, is the cutest I ever seen. ~.~'''
She always bang herself to the table and chair, always almost fall down when she walking.
She also like to do all those silly reaction and animals' voices. Sometimes I don't know whether I should laugh or cry when I see that. I still remember the first time I noticed her in school, she was jumping up and down like a hyperactive, like kena lottery, like...a little pretty monkey, with a short skirt. -.-'''

She is sexy, cause her t-shirt almost 97% is see-through. I always geram with this but no choice, all her clothes is like that. I can't ask her don wear, if not she will have reasons to do shopping already. =p But she's really hot....

And she is naughty, very very naughty. She always like to bully me(but I'm willing to let her do so). Sometimes don't consider as bully, she just like to disturb me, with her cute way. Write on my hand, poke me, plug my eyebrown, draw on my arm, make me do funny things and so on.....
She's my weakness and she know it well. :)

She's a nice person. She treat everyone nice and make people laugh. Maybe someone will think she's lame, but I don't think so. She brings fun and joy to people, with her own way. I smile more after I be with her. Lots of people agree that. :) She likes animal, lots and lots. If she sees them hurt or pity, she'll cry. She's sensetive and emotional.

Why will I say she's smart.? cause she's clever. She always know what she wants and don't wants. She just act stupid cause she's lazy. =.=
When she wants something or want to do something, she will has thousand of reasons to make it happened, but when she doesn't want something or doesn't want to do something, she can gives you thousand of reasonable excuses to make it not happened. Lolx. But mostly of the time this will just happen on me, cause she always treat everyone very nice, so this is the special way that only for me. Well, maybe you all will think that why she like that or think that I'm biased cause I still say she's smart, but who cares.? I love it...



So, this is my bii.
A person which is so special..
A girl who alot of guys dream of.
A treasure that I think I must be a very very kind person for my past few life which is why I'm so lucky to have her now.
I love her very much, I really do. <3

My 1st Month Anniversary Present

Honestly, I really didn't expect that she will give me present cause it's okay that she didn't give me present. I thought as what she said, we're not going to celebrate it.
Today, after our first class, she suddenly handed a plastic package to me and said, "I know it's been 10 days later, but Happy Anniversary bii." and smile at me with her sweet cute face.
I was..shocked. I really didn't thought of that. At that second, I don't know what reaction should I gave her. I bet my face sure looked stupid. I wanted to hug her tight and kiss her, but we're at the foyer, so I can't.

Well, back to the present, it's a metal plat pendant with some words on it.
It's in pair. Mine wrote,"Name-Carmen, Property of Julie" and hers "Name-Julie, Property of Carmen". I was shocked because this is what I planned to give her as our 3rd month anniversary, but she gave me in advance. ^.^
I was so happy and can't wait to show all friends of us in school. Although they think that looked like dog plat. So what.? I don't care. If it's looked like dog plat, I'm willing to wear it cause I'm willing to be her pet. :)







Thanks bii, I love it so much.. <3

Stupid Lecturer

Today's class is so boring. I was yawning since the first class. Luckily her cute and funny scene made me awake for my next two classes. Thanks babe. :)
I was hoping faster finish the classes and went to her house cause we're going to shoot photos for her blog shop.
When almost finish the last lecture, I was so happy because we're going back soon. But, the lecturer sudden came to us and said, "It's better don't hold hand in the class.", and she's still standing and wait for us to do what she said. I was like, "What the.?! This is Uni man.!!" It's not a secondary school, some more that time we're not holding hand, my hand was just putting on her knee and talking to her. =.='''
What kind of lecturer is this.? So "open-minded". Lolx. She's teaching Sociology some more. My mood wasn't very good cause she's dragging our time with the stupid slide show, yet she still popped up with this kind of "order". I'm totally pissed off..
Anyways, I left immediately once she said lecture finished. I won't sit in front of her anymore.!!

It's raining when we reached babe's house. Actually we supposed to stay at my house for a while but No Time. We had our lunch while waiting the rain stop.
We took bout 2 hours to shoot all the pictures. Babe was tired and so am I. Pity her can't nap today. :( And it's time for me to go home. I left at 6.30 although I'm not willing to go. Until I forgot the breads and umbrella. =p

I miss her alot.........................

Happy 1st Month Anniversary

Ya, we've been together for 1 month already. XD
I'm lucky, always do. I'm longing for it since we started our relation, because I really hope to be with for a very very long period. I know got some people think that I don't deserve her, especially people who still like her and her admirer. And I know I'm not good, that's why I said I'm lucky.
Thanks for being with me, babe. I will give in everything to make you happy. I really will.

Well, back to the way...
It's our anniversary but can't celebrate it. So, we postpone to next week.
But we still got to see each other on that day. :)
And...she's so cute.
Some stupid bug company just came to our school yesterday. So when we reach there this morning, there's stupid cockroachs' death body everywhere. She got scared, screaming and jumping like a small kid. Hahahaa.. Bii, it's dead.
While our break time and went to the toilet, a classmate purposely kick one of those to her leg. She's like wanted to jump on me and cry. Poor bii. :(
What I can do is only stand in front of her and let her hug although I scare of it also. =p
Before she went home, she still at my house for a while cause our class finish earlier. I'm happy that can have some time with her, at least won't keep on got people bug in when I wanted
Arghhh.... "Gek sei".... =.=

Random but Not Random

She's always so cute. Sometimes I don't know whether I should piss off or should laugh at her silly. Oh well, I always can't get angry with her or don't talk to her. Even I'm angry, won't be able to last more than 5 minutes.
Back to the point, what's random but not random.?

Everyday, no, is every time. Every time when I'm with her, she sure got some stupid things happened and made me sweat. Sometimes I will speechless, not because of I'm lazy to give respons, is I really don't know what to say. It's too complicated to explain. Anyways, I do love it. :) So that I can have a huge reason to stick by her side all the time. XD
Today, she went to toilet with my tissue, the last and only one pack of tissue. Then she dropped it, and she doesn't know about that. Yet,she still think that who so sad dropped the tissue when came into the toilet (this is what she told me after that, I didn't followed her go in). =p
When she wanted to use, she only realised that is hers and she is the sad person which she thinking just now. Lolx. =.='''


P/S : She's cute, isn't she..? <3

Our First Halloween

I never celebrate Halloween before. I knew this festival but not really much of it, and i don't even know the actual date of it. Hahahaa.. :P
This is my first time to celebrate it. Unexpected is also her first Halloween.
Since middle of this month she already planned to go to TGI Friday to celebrate it because there got party usually. So, we went there. I also invited my secondary school friends to join, cause I wanted to intro her to them. I told her my friends wanted to meet her, but actually I asked them to meet her. Shhhh....she don't know that. XD

After dinner time bout 8something, I went to fetch her. Thanks to VG for borrowing me his car. She told me she wanted to dressed as school girl, so i wore something similar to match her.
When she come out from her house, I was stone for few second. She's so cute tonight. When she came into my car, she can't wait to let me see her make up. Ya, made her prettier and looked..a bit naughty. (Lots of guys keep on looking at her after we parked our car. Arghh..!! I just busy jelling at them with my T-Rex face. >.<)
Then, we drove to I Utama. Maybe because I'm too concentrate talking to her, I missed the entrance of the car park. We turned to another basement car park but it's fulled. We had to park our car at the hotel's car park. After parked, we found that's so far away from 1 Utama, I don't know what time will we stay till and is quite danger if we have to walk back after our party. So we paid the parking fees and drove back to 1 Utama's parking lot. Lolx.

We did some shopping before we met my friends. Oh ya, I got her a tiger soft toy as Halloween gift, but I don't know whether she like it anot. Hope she's.
About 10 o'clock, We met my friends and had our meals at TGI.
Again, people said I'm so lucky because of her. Ya, I always think so.
The party wasn't as fun as we thought and the food were so yucks..!!
Sorry for spoiling our first Halloween. I should listen to you and go for movie. :(
We chatted around and my friends all so interested with her, but most of the time we just talking to each other like no one around. XP (She fed me food. Hehehee...)
Her mum's sms came bout 11 something, she have to go already. We dragged few moments and I sent her home, but we still got to spend some times in car. :)
Actually she started to feel that once we got into the restaurant. Silly pig. :P
At the traffic light on the way back to her house, she's getting more sleepy and lay on the chair.
She's so....attractive at the moment. I don't why I felt so. I just turned around cause I worried I will look at her till I forgot bout the traffic light. I don't hope to horned by the cars behind cause is quite alot of cars on that time.
Once her got down from my car and gone home, I started to miss her immediately. I always do. :(

P/S:Thanks for accompanying me tonight, I'm so happy for my first Halloween although is short and the food is sucks. At least I got you beside me. Thanks Bii.....

Pictures on everywhere of my hands and arms

Don't know since when, she liked to write on my hand.
Oh ya, since she wrote, "Julie's property" on my hand onwards.
Sometimes is random words, sometimes is emoticon, and so on.
But I do like the words, "Julie's property". Hahahaa..
Ya, I liked to be her property. XD
So, since I'm her property, I have no ways to say no to let her write, right.?


But bii, you don't need to show the words which related with my boxer to them.. =.=

17 Signs You Love Someone

I still remember about this.
On that time,she spammed me and I think she thought I just saying.
Now I'm going to tell her why, one by one.

SEVENTEEN:

You look at her profile constantly.

(This is why I know bout what people commented bout her post and photos.)

SIXTEEN:

When you're on the phone with her late at night and she hangs up, you still

miss her even when it was just two minutes ago.

(That's why she will be the one who hang up first every night.)

FIFTEEN:

You read her Texts and Ims Over and over again.

(My friend always asks,"Why your inbox so many messages and all from her?")

FOURTEEN:

You walk really slow when you're with her.

(So, don't say I walk so slow with my short legs anymore okay.)

THIRTEEN:

You feel shy whenever she's around.

(I don't mind people feel I act like a stupid or do stupid things, I just care that she thinks I'm childish.)

ELEVEN:

When you think about her, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

(Sometimes I'm not emo-ing, I just like to look at her quietly.)

TEN:

You smile when you hear her voice.

(My roommates always say only when the specific ringtone rang(she calls), I will smile like a stupid dumb noob. )

NINE:

When you look at her, you can't see the other people around you, you just see her.

(So don't ask me do I feel which girl is pretty.)

EIGHT:

You start listening to slow songs while thinking about her.

(Nothing gonna change my love for you~~)

SEVEN:

She's all you think about.

(As I said, I always miss her although she's just beside me.)

SIX:

You get high just from her scent.

(This is the reason I addicted to the feel of hugging her.)

FIVE:

You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at her.

(Now I know why they all say I always look stupid when I'm with her.)

FOUR:

You would do anything for her!

(Next target : W595, I will try my best. Sorry for can't promise.)

THREE:

While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

(Who else.? Still the same as first time - her.)

TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number twelve was missing.

(I still missed this although is the 2nd time I read this.)

ONE:

You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

(Ya, cause I really hope she can see this by yourself now.)

Will I.? Yes, I will..

I said to her again. I always do. She still thinking and figuring about it. Is okay, I can wait. Anytime when she confirm with it.
I know she don't like the word "forever", cause no one know what will happen tomorrow. Sorry, I will change my habit for saying it, although for me the meaning is different.
She doesn't like to give commitment. She doesn't like people break promises. And when I do, I feel like making her stress.
My mind was so conflict. I don't hope I will make her stress but I always will tell her that automatically because I don't what will happen tomorrow, I don't want to waste any minutes with her, I don't want to regret. Sorry for being selfish, I just want to tell her my feelings to her.
Really. I just want to love her in a simple way,which don't need to care that will I get back how much I gave, don't need to think about is this fair to me. No..!! I just care that whether she happy to be with me anot, I just think of how to make her feel my love to her. That's all. All I want is she don't need to worry about anything when she with me, the only thing she have to think of is how to enjoy the days when I'm by her side. Hahahaa..

"Is okay bii, just take your times to think what you want to think and figure. :)
I will wait. Because I will always love you, as long as I can, as long as I still breathing in this atmosphere...until..you don't like me, and started to feel I'm annoying and hate me. XP"

P/S : I didn't say "forever" o.. hahahaa...
! l0>: ^0v 6!!

She's so...

We coloured today. And she always made me colour out of the line.
I don't know why, I just being a rude and can't control properly when I'm colouring with her.
She liked drawing, and I loved the way she drew so much.
She's totally an artist. This is what i won't deny. Yet, she still worrying bout her skills.
Lolx. There's nothing much to worry babe.
As long as she so good in drawing, I believed that shouldn't be any problem in colouring for her when she able to move on.

Actually she really don't need to worry bout anything already.
Her ways of colouring already very good for me. I'm the one should improve cause I worried that I can't be better. I always use the few similar colours and just repeating only.
I think she will got bored with it.
She always wanted me to be stupid, actually it's okay. But when came to colouring, I won't let her smarter than me. =p
Because....I want to be the one who incharge.

I Miss You

Came back to 2nd house. A bit tired but not really tired.
Already 2 days didn't see her, I miss her so much.
These 2 days, I spoiled her mood again. I always did that. Am i so stupid?? Yes, I'm. I always couldn't get what she thinking or trying to tell me, but I'm learning. Just needed some times. :(

She got sicked. Her sister spread to her. :(
I'm so worry, till I just wanted to see her immediately. But I can't..cause she staying with her family. I just can wait till the next day. Ya, i got to see her tomorrow, accompany her to her school. Although just bout 10 minutes, but never mind, cause I really want to see her so much.

Today is the 4th month we knew each other. I'm so happy. I wish that we will have more and more months together.
"Thanks for being at my side these days." I'm really lucky to have her. I'm always not smart enough to get to know and always stupidly ruin her mood, but she still here with me. :D
I don't know how and what to say bout it, I just can try my best to make her become the 2nd happiest person in the world,because...I got the chance to be with her, I'm the happiest person in the world. Although sometime I moody, is just because I'm blaming myself don't how to make her happy or I did something wrong.

P/S : I love you.....

Back to school

School Reopen. Nothing much different last semester,except I'm same class with her now. All my lecture and tutorial. Hehee.. XD
Still the same, she caught peoples' eyes in the first day, maybe she didn't notice but I DO!!
I was a little bit down with that, cause is my property le.. :'( No choice, she is too attractive and her new hair made her looked hotter. And these two days, I realised that she didn't really hold my hand. So sad. T.T Anyways, we took of photos everyday, and she ordered I must upload to our account everyday so that the album can show the date accurately.
Today, we went to the text book booth cause she wanted to buy the original book for Webpage Design. the sales girl asked are we couple, Hahaha.. Felt quite "song" at that moment. But....are we too obvious.? I'm kinda worry, cause too much "kepo" in school.
She went back right after our class because she wanted to go bank. Unfortunately too many people and I can't get my goodbye kiss. :( But at least she came back and gave me a hug. =p
I waited till 3pm cause my ex classmate fetching me back. While i was waiting, some people i knew passed by and say hi. One of them saw my phone's wallpaper which is the picture of me and her, said we looked so sweet. Happy to heard that. :)

Love the time she by my side,that's why I started to miss her once she gone away. :(
Just hope that time pass fater so I can see her tomorrow again.

Last day of working

So fast we have to go back to school and start our new semester.
It's our last day working. I can't see you every hour except in school time. :( Again I will suffer with missing her after school soon.
Actually I wanted to call her right after I woke up, but since last night I made her unhappy and sleep so late, I decided to call her later, but she didn't pick up my call and reply my sms. I think she still angry with me. Finally she answered my call after "a century", she allowed me to pick her up to work. Fuioy~~ she's not angry already. :p
Don't know is it because of is our last day, Annie gave us alot of works. It's so kanasai... but never mind, my bii is here with me. So ya, my mood will chill soon.
Really after our lunch, bii chilled me up with her funny dance. She's really so cute man..!! I took 3 videos of that and I'm thinking to post them up. Hahaa...but I guess she will kill me if I do that.

Soon, it's our dinner time after busying with those stupid clothes.
We went for Vietnam food after taking a long time to made decision and her shopping time. Once I got the menu, I was like, "Shit, do we got enough money.??" Then i starting to dig bii's wallet cause i really pokkai already. Sorry bii :(
Luckily, our money just ngam ngam enough to pay the bill, so we can't order drinks or side dishes. D: It's so paisei, it's the first time that i don't have enough money when i having meal with my gf. After dinner, we went back to work. Bii was so lame cause she made us play hide n seek. =.=''' and she even want me to do pervert post of touching mannequin's boobs to let her take photos. Lolx...my image gone. :( but since can make her happy, I will just say yes.
Before we went home, I bought bii a shirt by borrowing money from VG and bii was unhappy because stupid Annie break her promise to lend me bii's favourite CD.

I felt so uncomfort since dinner. I should be depended by her, but i can't even pay for her meal. I really don't like the feel, I don't know how to say. I just don't like it.
Cause i really hope when she's with me, she don't need to worry or think for any single tiny things in her life, she can depend all on me because she's my princess.

So, my target since today : I will try all my best to avoid things that happened today to happen again.....