Will I.? Yes, I will..

I said to her again. I always do. She still thinking and figuring about it. Is okay, I can wait. Anytime when she confirm with it.
I know she don't like the word "forever", cause no one know what will happen tomorrow. Sorry, I will change my habit for saying it, although for me the meaning is different.
She doesn't like to give commitment. She doesn't like people break promises. And when I do, I feel like making her stress.
My mind was so conflict. I don't hope I will make her stress but I always will tell her that automatically because I don't what will happen tomorrow, I don't want to waste any minutes with her, I don't want to regret. Sorry for being selfish, I just want to tell her my feelings to her.
Really. I just want to love her in a simple way,which don't need to care that will I get back how much I gave, don't need to think about is this fair to me. No..!! I just care that whether she happy to be with me anot, I just think of how to make her feel my love to her. That's all. All I want is she don't need to worry about anything when she with me, the only thing she have to think of is how to enjoy the days when I'm by her side. Hahahaa..

"Is okay bii, just take your times to think what you want to think and figure. :)
I will wait. Because I will always love you, as long as I can, as long as I still breathing in this atmosphere...until..you don't like me, and started to feel I'm annoying and hate me. XP"

P/S : I didn't say "forever" o.. hahahaa...
! l0>: ^0v 6!!