Our First Christmas

It's the first time I celebrate Christmas with her.
I'm longing to have a sweet Christmas eve with her, because it's our 6 months anniversary that we knew each other. But too bad she can't come out.
It's really a jamming day. Everywhere also people. Family, couples, friends. Quite a lot of people wearing santa hat. You can smelled the Christmas in the air.

We went for movie. Alvin and the Chipmunks 2.
I seriously agreed that she can act the voice as the chipmunks in the movie. As cute as them. No, more cute than them. Lolx.
We had our lunch after movie, and she wanted to see my ex. -.-'''
It's the first time I heard and experienced that a girl wanted to see her bf's ex so much. Lolx.
It's Christmas, ans also our anniversary. I really felt sweat.

Ya, it's happened and she met her.
It's really a most weird date for me.
Before the time she had to go home, she already felt tired. So, we went home.
She woke up early and still got dinner at night. I don't hope she too tired cause she will feel uncomfort if she didn't sleep enough. Although I hope to spend more time with her, I still let her home.

Merr Christmas and Happy 6 months Anniversary bii... =)
I love you.. <3

Birthday Celebration =p

Still about her birthday celebration.
After the school version, is my turn to celebrate with her alone.
In case she can't come out on the actual day, and avoid she found out about the surprise at school, I purposely date her on friday night for her celebration. =p

3 days before that :
I went to The Curve for choosing restaurant and buying movie tickets. Usually our date will always be in 1Utama, so I decided to change a new venue for her birthday. But unfortunately the restaurant already booked for functions on friday night. =( And it's only 1 movie on that night. It's not the movie she wanted to watch, so I just can change the venue back to 1Utama.

2 days before that :
I went to bought tickets. But not can't get the movie she want. So i have to choose another movie. And went to reserve table for dinner in the cafe that recommended by my friends and the internet. I tried to search for a cute cake, but is too big for 2 of us.

Friday :
I went back to the restaurant to choose a piece of cake for tonight's surprise and fetched her at 6pm. It's holiday and super uber jam. We spent about 20 minutes to search for parking. When we arrived at the restaurant, she told me she came here before and the food sucks. =(
It's really sucks. This is why I didn't mention the restaurant's name. We can't even finish our meal and the stupid manager ruined my surprise once we sat down. Arghh~~ so kanasai.
We did shopping fo a while and it's time for movie. It's really an unlucky day, cause the movie also not nice. Because she didn't get to sleep in the afternoon, she felt tired while the movie showing half way. So, I sent her back once the movie finish. A little present for her, as birthday or christmas present. Depends on what she wanted to take it as, and...hope she like it.

Actual day (today) :
There's a comic fietsa in Sunway Piramid. She wanted to go and see the coseplay so much.
So, we're there today and..with 2 light bulb. I don't really watch anima, but she loved it. See her face so excited when we're there, I felt happy. Although I don't know all those characters that she mentioned. Luckily the 2 stupid lame light bulb watched anima too, at least she won't felt bored. Cause I can't talk with her about this. =(
Once we're there, already got a unknown photographer wanted to take picture of us. I thought the fellow was shooting some coseplayer behind us. When he came over and show us the photos, I was so sweat. We just dressed up with normal school uniform. Lolx. Inside the hall, a brunch of kids(to me la~~ hahahaa..) wanted to take picture with her. Ya, she's so cute today. I think I won't stop her for taking part next year if she want, BUT..with the condition that I must follow. I don't trust all these peoples' eyes. =p

Well, this was her birthday week. I hope she really happy with all the celebration because I knew that she's stressing with assignment recently. I just hope I can cheer her up althoug last night I ruined her mood. I'm sorry for that bii. =(

Happy Birthday...!!! <3

I Miss You

Don't know why. I miss her a lot today.
We still seeing each other everyday. We still talk and sms. I'm here didn't go back to hometown. I really don't know why. I miss her much more than usually.

Her face, her voice, her smile, her silly, everything of her...
Keep on turning in my mind.
I was thinking for the whole day. What happen to me.?
We're not first day together. I'm going to see her tomorrow.
But why am I feel like want to hug her in my arms so much.?
I don't know.

No reasons. I just miss my biibii. =)


P/S : Although I don't know why, but I can feel this is going to happen very often in my future.

Early Celebration

I planned for a whole month. It's the first birthday that I going to celebrate with her.
I don't want it to be simple. =) I hope this will be a surprise that she will never forget.
Her birthday drop on weekend. No school on that day and I don't whether she can come out or not. Even if she can, I can't manage to find so many friends to attend at the same time cause all of us from different places. So, I decided to make it early and can celebrate in school.

Because of this surprise, I have to lie to her. =(
I cheated her that I went back to hometown and won't be able to attend the first class. She's not happy cause I left her alone. Sorry babe, I have no choice. =p
I left 3 spy with her and other 22 persons with me to stand by in the mamak stall nearby our school. When her class almost finish, part of us will take 1 rose each and give to her as a surprise. Then I will appear with 3 roses and part of our gang with a cake.

It ran quite smooth except we can't light up the candle. -.-'''
This caused us late and those friends which already with her have to create something to drag her attention. Finally we went in with the cake and all of them sing her birthday songs. In 4 languages. Hahahaa..
She was shocked and her tomato face appear. So cute.. =)
She didn't tell me anything about what she feel about the surprise. She just keep on blaming me that I cheat her and everyone know about this except her. Of course, this is your suprise, how can I let you know, bii.?

Well, luckily so far those problems appear is small and still can handle in time. My plan..consider success. =)
I don't know whether she will remember this in future or not, when I saw her cute smiley face, everything is not important.
Bii, hope you really like this. Happy Birthday...

How much do you know a girl's feelings...

I don't know are all these true for you. If it's, then these will be my answers... <3>
(I'm really willing to share. Everything. (= )

When a girl is not arguing...she is thinking deeply.
(I'm sorry... )= )

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions...she is wondering how long you will be around.
(as long as the period i told you.)

When a girl answers "I'm fine" after few second...she is not find at all.
(this is why I always ask "are you okay?" )

When a girl lays on your chest...she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
(I'm yours. Although everytime you just lay on me when you wanted to sleep. =p )

When a girl wants to see you everyday...she wants to be pampered.
(you know the answer for this. )

When a girl says "I miss you"...no one in this world can miss you more than that.
(this is why you don't't say it often.? But I do, cause I always miss you. )

When a girl says "I love you"...she means it.
(I meant it too. (= Although I'm waiting. )

How to keep your woman happy.?

I always wonder about this, cause I really hope she's happy to be with me.
I'm a stupid, stubborn, jealousy....arghh, conclusion is a not qualified bf. When I saw this post, I was like "Wow...". I don't know whether are all these point true, cause not every girl asks for same things. But, since it has been forward on internet, I think part of it is accurate.
These are what I read in the mail.
P=pass, F=failed, for my status.

It's not difficult to make a woman happy, a man just need to be:
1. a friend (P)
2. a companion (P)
3. a lover (P)
4. a brother (P)
5. a father (P)
6. a master (P)
7. a chef (P)
8. an electrician (F=I failed my life skill test since form 1.)
9. a carpenter (P)
10. a plumber (F=I know how to take off but I don't how to put it back.)
11. a mechanic (F=Same as the reason above.)
12. a decorator (P)
13. a stylist (P)
14. a sexologist (P)
15. a gynecologist (P)
16. a psychologist (P)
17. a pest exterminator (F=I'm sensitive to some insects.)
18. a psychiatrist (P)
19. a healer (P)
20. a good listener (P)
21. an organizer (P)
22. a good father (P)
23. very clean (P)
24. sympathetic (P)
25. athletic (F=I'm lack of balance since I was born, but am I counted if I know the basic.?)
26. warm (P)
27. attentive (P)
28. gallant (P)
29. intelligent (F=She's smarter than me.)
30. funny (P)
31. creative (F=She's taking graphic design.)
32. tender (P)
33. strong (P)
34. understanding (P)
35. tolerant (P)
36. prudent (P)
37. ambitious (P)
38. capable (P)
39. courageous (P)
40. determined (P)
41. true (P)
42. dependable (F=I'm not the first she thought of when she needs to something, so I think I'm failed.)
43. passionate (P)
44. compassionate (P)


WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:
45. give her compliments regularly (P)
46. love shopping (F=I don't but I do willing to accompany her.)
47. be honest (P)
48. be very rich (F=cause I'm not rich yet.)
49. not stress her out (F=She's stress since she's with me.)
50. not look at other girls (P)


AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:
51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself (P)
52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself (P)
53. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes (F=Sorry, she's too blur and got too many admirer, I'm insecure. :( )


IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:
54. never forget:
* birthdays (P)
* anniversaries (P)
* arrangements she makes (P)


42 out of 54, do I consider pass.? Well, only she got the answers.

This is my bii......

Hmmm...I don't know where should I start, and how should I start. This is a story about her. I promised to write. So ya, it maybe a long long story. Sorry if I had make it boring. =l

This is my bii..
She is kind, pretty, cute, silly, attractive, sexy, smart, naughty, lazy and....sometimes act stupid.
But seriously she is blur and forgetful. She always forgot what she's half way saying, so I can't interrupt her when she's talking and I have to stop talking when she wanted to tell me something cause if she waited, she will forgot what she wanted to say.

She is charming. She always know what and how to make herself become beautiful. Maybe just a normal t-shirt, but when put it on her, will be a different of view. She always looks nice in anything she wear. That's why there is always a brunch of guys looking at her. >.< Her cuteness, is the cutest I ever seen. ~.~'''
She always bang herself to the table and chair, always almost fall down when she walking.
She also like to do all those silly reaction and animals' voices. Sometimes I don't know whether I should laugh or cry when I see that. I still remember the first time I noticed her in school, she was jumping up and down like a hyperactive, like kena lottery, like...a little pretty monkey, with a short skirt. -.-'''

She is sexy, cause her t-shirt almost 97% is see-through. I always geram with this but no choice, all her clothes is like that. I can't ask her don wear, if not she will have reasons to do shopping already. =p But she's really hot....

And she is naughty, very very naughty. She always like to bully me(but I'm willing to let her do so). Sometimes don't consider as bully, she just like to disturb me, with her cute way. Write on my hand, poke me, plug my eyebrown, draw on my arm, make me do funny things and so on.....
She's my weakness and she know it well. :)

She's a nice person. She treat everyone nice and make people laugh. Maybe someone will think she's lame, but I don't think so. She brings fun and joy to people, with her own way. I smile more after I be with her. Lots of people agree that. :) She likes animal, lots and lots. If she sees them hurt or pity, she'll cry. She's sensetive and emotional.

Why will I say she's smart.? cause she's clever. She always know what she wants and don't wants. She just act stupid cause she's lazy. =.=
When she wants something or want to do something, she will has thousand of reasons to make it happened, but when she doesn't want something or doesn't want to do something, she can gives you thousand of reasonable excuses to make it not happened. Lolx. But mostly of the time this will just happen on me, cause she always treat everyone very nice, so this is the special way that only for me. Well, maybe you all will think that why she like that or think that I'm biased cause I still say she's smart, but who cares.? I love it...



So, this is my bii.
A person which is so special..
A girl who alot of guys dream of.
A treasure that I think I must be a very very kind person for my past few life which is why I'm so lucky to have her now.
I love her very much, I really do. <3

My 1st Month Anniversary Present

Honestly, I really didn't expect that she will give me present cause it's okay that she didn't give me present. I thought as what she said, we're not going to celebrate it.
Today, after our first class, she suddenly handed a plastic package to me and said, "I know it's been 10 days later, but Happy Anniversary bii." and smile at me with her sweet cute face.
I was..shocked. I really didn't thought of that. At that second, I don't know what reaction should I gave her. I bet my face sure looked stupid. I wanted to hug her tight and kiss her, but we're at the foyer, so I can't.

Well, back to the present, it's a metal plat pendant with some words on it.
It's in pair. Mine wrote,"Name-Carmen, Property of Julie" and hers "Name-Julie, Property of Carmen". I was shocked because this is what I planned to give her as our 3rd month anniversary, but she gave me in advance. ^.^
I was so happy and can't wait to show all friends of us in school. Although they think that looked like dog plat. So what.? I don't care. If it's looked like dog plat, I'm willing to wear it cause I'm willing to be her pet. :)







Thanks bii, I love it so much.. <3

Stupid Lecturer

Today's class is so boring. I was yawning since the first class. Luckily her cute and funny scene made me awake for my next two classes. Thanks babe. :)
I was hoping faster finish the classes and went to her house cause we're going to shoot photos for her blog shop.
When almost finish the last lecture, I was so happy because we're going back soon. But, the lecturer sudden came to us and said, "It's better don't hold hand in the class.", and she's still standing and wait for us to do what she said. I was like, "What the.?! This is Uni man.!!" It's not a secondary school, some more that time we're not holding hand, my hand was just putting on her knee and talking to her. =.='''
What kind of lecturer is this.? So "open-minded". Lolx. She's teaching Sociology some more. My mood wasn't very good cause she's dragging our time with the stupid slide show, yet she still popped up with this kind of "order". I'm totally pissed off..
Anyways, I left immediately once she said lecture finished. I won't sit in front of her anymore.!!

It's raining when we reached babe's house. Actually we supposed to stay at my house for a while but No Time. We had our lunch while waiting the rain stop.
We took bout 2 hours to shoot all the pictures. Babe was tired and so am I. Pity her can't nap today. :( And it's time for me to go home. I left at 6.30 although I'm not willing to go. Until I forgot the breads and umbrella. =p

I miss her alot.........................

Happy 1st Month Anniversary

Ya, we've been together for 1 month already. XD
I'm lucky, always do. I'm longing for it since we started our relation, because I really hope to be with for a very very long period. I know got some people think that I don't deserve her, especially people who still like her and her admirer. And I know I'm not good, that's why I said I'm lucky.
Thanks for being with me, babe. I will give in everything to make you happy. I really will.

Well, back to the way...
It's our anniversary but can't celebrate it. So, we postpone to next week.
But we still got to see each other on that day. :)
And...she's so cute.
Some stupid bug company just came to our school yesterday. So when we reach there this morning, there's stupid cockroachs' death body everywhere. She got scared, screaming and jumping like a small kid. Hahahaa.. Bii, it's dead.
While our break time and went to the toilet, a classmate purposely kick one of those to her leg. She's like wanted to jump on me and cry. Poor bii. :(
What I can do is only stand in front of her and let her hug although I scare of it also. =p
Before she went home, she still at my house for a while cause our class finish earlier. I'm happy that can have some time with her, at least won't keep on got people bug in when I wanted
Arghhh.... "Gek sei".... =.=

Our First Month

I wouldn't say that, I'm uber super happy because it's been one month. But I'm glad that I've made it this far. We can go on for a long time. It's about the I. Whether I can go on with her.

We didn't get to go out to celebrate. I didn't need it. Everyday with her was already a celebration, a blessing. So I wouldn't want her to go out just for this occasion and spend money on me. (It is natural to spend when we go out, baby.) So yeah, we got to see each other today, and I'm already happy enough. She even took the time to dress up, and do her hair. I didn't dress up or make myself look pretty. Like I said, it is pretty normal for me to be with her on any other days. Only when we go out, I'll dress up. If not, my mum would be wondering why am I dressing up to college.

In the end, the day was tiring for her. She even knocked her face on the car door. No, you're not ugly. Even if your buttock got bigger, or you got blinded by something (Even me, 'cause I'm too pretty xD), I'll still be by your side. 'Cause I know that you care for me so much, I wanna care that much back for you. (:

Oh right, she wished me 'Happy Anniversary' on precisely 12am today. Her surprise to me really was a surprise. A blog of her own, all about us, about her feelings for me, about me. I'm so touched baby! I'm sorry I didn't get you a present. D: If only my happiness that you've brought me could be a present from me to you. <3>

Random but Not Random

She's always so cute. Sometimes I don't know whether I should piss off or should laugh at her silly. Oh well, I always can't get angry with her or don't talk to her. Even I'm angry, won't be able to last more than 5 minutes.
Back to the point, what's random but not random.?

Everyday, no, is every time. Every time when I'm with her, she sure got some stupid things happened and made me sweat. Sometimes I will speechless, not because of I'm lazy to give respons, is I really don't know what to say. It's too complicated to explain. Anyways, I do love it. :) So that I can have a huge reason to stick by her side all the time. XD
Today, she went to toilet with my tissue, the last and only one pack of tissue. Then she dropped it, and she doesn't know about that. Yet,she still think that who so sad dropped the tissue when came into the toilet (this is what she told me after that, I didn't followed her go in). =p
When she wanted to use, she only realised that is hers and she is the sad person which she thinking just now. Lolx. =.='''


P/S : She's cute, isn't she..? <3

Bii-licious Weekend!

I've been seeing my baby the whole week since last Tuesday. :P I'm soooo happy! Though we're still far apart at nights. Jeebz.

Saturday, we had replacement class for MassComm, and class ended early. So I went to her place just to see her a little longer. xD Thanks for asking me to come, or else I would have headed straight home. :P We celebrated Halloween on that night. I wanted to go as a pirate, but I got lazy and went in a japanese-like school uniform instead. She dressed up as a school boy too! Just to match me. How cute. She looked so, attractive and hot. Like really. I love her gangster look. :D We went earlier so that we could spend time together in the mall but ended up spending 20 minutes in the car. =.= Then, we only had 40 minutes to walk around. The time wasn't enough, never was, never will. 10pm reached so fast and we had to meet up with her friends already.

They seemed nice, but we didn't really talk. I mean, I don't blame them. It's just, communication problem. xD So yeah. They are nice people. I wish I got to know them more. But sadly, yeah. The food at TGI's at the CURVE, was good. I went there twice before. On that night, it sucked real bad. I had no idea! Perhaps it was because the kitchen was busy? Or maybe it was because it was already 10.30pm! Oh well, too bad for the food. Baby couldn't finish the chicken because it was uber dry! But I managed to save a few cuts of the piece by feeding her. :P It was a great night eventhough the food sucked. Whenever I am with her, it's always good times. (:

Sunday, I invited her over for dinner. I knew my sister wasn't gonna come dinner with me alone. She always has some strings attached. So, I was smart to call my baby. Or else I would have been the lightbulb at dinner. We had PizzaHut at TTDI. :D At least she got to get along with my sister. I don't know about dumbass Nathan. But who cares. He finds me and my friends annoying. Not like he isn't himself. Always shooting back on my words. Oh wells. I'm glad I got to see baby for dinner. Without parents. xD We should do it more! I feel like I have more freedom whenever I'm with her. (: See, she sets me free!

Our First Halloween

I never celebrate Halloween before. I knew this festival but not really much of it, and i don't even know the actual date of it. Hahahaa.. :P
This is my first time to celebrate it. Unexpected is also her first Halloween.
Since middle of this month she already planned to go to TGI Friday to celebrate it because there got party usually. So, we went there. I also invited my secondary school friends to join, cause I wanted to intro her to them. I told her my friends wanted to meet her, but actually I asked them to meet her. Shhhh....she don't know that. XD

After dinner time bout 8something, I went to fetch her. Thanks to VG for borrowing me his car. She told me she wanted to dressed as school girl, so i wore something similar to match her.
When she come out from her house, I was stone for few second. She's so cute tonight. When she came into my car, she can't wait to let me see her make up. Ya, made her prettier and looked..a bit naughty. (Lots of guys keep on looking at her after we parked our car. Arghh..!! I just busy jelling at them with my T-Rex face. >.<)
Then, we drove to I Utama. Maybe because I'm too concentrate talking to her, I missed the entrance of the car park. We turned to another basement car park but it's fulled. We had to park our car at the hotel's car park. After parked, we found that's so far away from 1 Utama, I don't know what time will we stay till and is quite danger if we have to walk back after our party. So we paid the parking fees and drove back to 1 Utama's parking lot. Lolx.

We did some shopping before we met my friends. Oh ya, I got her a tiger soft toy as Halloween gift, but I don't know whether she like it anot. Hope she's.
About 10 o'clock, We met my friends and had our meals at TGI.
Again, people said I'm so lucky because of her. Ya, I always think so.
The party wasn't as fun as we thought and the food were so yucks..!!
Sorry for spoiling our first Halloween. I should listen to you and go for movie. :(
We chatted around and my friends all so interested with her, but most of the time we just talking to each other like no one around. XP (She fed me food. Hehehee...)
Her mum's sms came bout 11 something, she have to go already. We dragged few moments and I sent her home, but we still got to spend some times in car. :)
Actually she started to feel that once we got into the restaurant. Silly pig. :P
At the traffic light on the way back to her house, she's getting more sleepy and lay on the chair.
She's so....attractive at the moment. I don't why I felt so. I just turned around cause I worried I will look at her till I forgot bout the traffic light. I don't hope to horned by the cars behind cause is quite alot of cars on that time.
Once her got down from my car and gone home, I started to miss her immediately. I always do. :(

P/S:Thanks for accompanying me tonight, I'm so happy for my first Halloween although is short and the food is sucks. At least I got you beside me. Thanks Bii.....

Pictures on everywhere of my hands and arms

Don't know since when, she liked to write on my hand.
Oh ya, since she wrote, "Julie's property" on my hand onwards.
Sometimes is random words, sometimes is emoticon, and so on.
But I do like the words, "Julie's property". Hahahaa..
Ya, I liked to be her property. XD
So, since I'm her property, I have no ways to say no to let her write, right.?


But bii, you don't need to show the words which related with my boxer to them.. =.=

17 Signs You Love Someone

I still remember about this.
On that time,she spammed me and I think she thought I just saying.
Now I'm going to tell her why, one by one.

SEVENTEEN:

You look at her profile constantly.

(This is why I know bout what people commented bout her post and photos.)

SIXTEEN:

When you're on the phone with her late at night and she hangs up, you still

miss her even when it was just two minutes ago.

(That's why she will be the one who hang up first every night.)

FIFTEEN:

You read her Texts and Ims Over and over again.

(My friend always asks,"Why your inbox so many messages and all from her?")

FOURTEEN:

You walk really slow when you're with her.

(So, don't say I walk so slow with my short legs anymore okay.)

THIRTEEN:

You feel shy whenever she's around.

(I don't mind people feel I act like a stupid or do stupid things, I just care that she thinks I'm childish.)

ELEVEN:

When you think about her, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

(Sometimes I'm not emo-ing, I just like to look at her quietly.)

TEN:

You smile when you hear her voice.

(My roommates always say only when the specific ringtone rang(she calls), I will smile like a stupid dumb noob. )

NINE:

When you look at her, you can't see the other people around you, you just see her.

(So don't ask me do I feel which girl is pretty.)

EIGHT:

You start listening to slow songs while thinking about her.

(Nothing gonna change my love for you~~)

SEVEN:

She's all you think about.

(As I said, I always miss her although she's just beside me.)

SIX:

You get high just from her scent.

(This is the reason I addicted to the feel of hugging her.)

FIVE:

You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at her.

(Now I know why they all say I always look stupid when I'm with her.)

FOUR:

You would do anything for her!

(Next target : W595, I will try my best. Sorry for can't promise.)

THREE:

While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

(Who else.? Still the same as first time - her.)

TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number twelve was missing.

(I still missed this although is the 2nd time I read this.)

ONE:

You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

(Ya, cause I really hope she can see this by yourself now.)

Will I.? Yes, I will..

I said to her again. I always do. She still thinking and figuring about it. Is okay, I can wait. Anytime when she confirm with it.
I know she don't like the word "forever", cause no one know what will happen tomorrow. Sorry, I will change my habit for saying it, although for me the meaning is different.
She doesn't like to give commitment. She doesn't like people break promises. And when I do, I feel like making her stress.
My mind was so conflict. I don't hope I will make her stress but I always will tell her that automatically because I don't what will happen tomorrow, I don't want to waste any minutes with her, I don't want to regret. Sorry for being selfish, I just want to tell her my feelings to her.
Really. I just want to love her in a simple way,which don't need to care that will I get back how much I gave, don't need to think about is this fair to me. No..!! I just care that whether she happy to be with me anot, I just think of how to make her feel my love to her. That's all. All I want is she don't need to worry about anything when she with me, the only thing she have to think of is how to enjoy the days when I'm by her side. Hahahaa..

"Is okay bii, just take your times to think what you want to think and figure. :)
I will wait. Because I will always love you, as long as I can, as long as I still breathing in this atmosphere...until..you don't like me, and started to feel I'm annoying and hate me. XP"

P/S : I didn't say "forever" o.. hahahaa...
! l0>: ^0v 6!!

Briliant Colours

I love colouring with her. It's not something we always do, but it's fun when you actually have something to colour. xD

Now, comparing the way we colour. She used bright vibrant colours, almost all the colour shades she can get. Me? I only use the colours that I like. Doesn't really make the picture look nice. Hers? Wow, like really wow. She coloured with such intensity, produces a masterpiece, and sometimes, nono, most of the times, she colours out of the line. How often do you see her following the lines? Me? I'm scared of even colouring near the line because I scared I'd accidently colour out of the line.

I know I'm artistic, but I need to spend more time practising my colouring. So I can be as good as her, and let her be happy and proud of my efforts. :D:D

She's so...

We coloured today. And she always made me colour out of the line.
I don't know why, I just being a rude and can't control properly when I'm colouring with her.
She liked drawing, and I loved the way she drew so much.
She's totally an artist. This is what i won't deny. Yet, she still worrying bout her skills.
Lolx. There's nothing much to worry babe.
As long as she so good in drawing, I believed that shouldn't be any problem in colouring for her when she able to move on.

Actually she really don't need to worry bout anything already.
Her ways of colouring already very good for me. I'm the one should improve cause I worried that I can't be better. I always use the few similar colours and just repeating only.
I think she will got bored with it.
She always wanted me to be stupid, actually it's okay. But when came to colouring, I won't let her smarter than me. =p
Because....I want to be the one who incharge.

Special Hour

My condition today was way worse off than yesterday's. I slept late but I woke up as the usuals. I can't seem to make myself glued onto my bed. So, what the heck. I got up and pretended that I was healthy. It ain't easy when you have a burning sensation everytime you swallow a puddle of saliva.
Not to forget, a fountain of liquids dripping off your nose. So proceeding on to the story;

What special hour? Today, she purposely drove down to the shop lots near my place, waiting for me to pick her up for a short meet-up. She parked in the alley next to Standard Chartered, also, beside the main road's traffic stop. Supposingly, she planned to hop in the car when the light was red. But I wasn't informed earlier. :P And so, I stopped at the buss stop, appx, 15-20 meters from the bank. Poor baby. She had to walk so far. xD Oh well. And so, we headed off to my old high school.

On the way there, she took out items from the plastic bag in her grasps. Well, well, that was sort of a surprise to me. A car mp3 player with a band new thumbdrive. Brandless of course. xP She was setting it up for me and, voila! It works. She really did caught me off guard when she inserted Chinese sentimental songs in it. How sweet. She knows my ears' tastebuds. (: She too, inserted S.H.E., F.I.R. and my most favourite Japanese singer, YUI! Thank you so much! :D;D

After picking something up from someone in school, we headed for Maybank! It was only then that I realised she highlighted her hair! Hey, come on. It wasn't really obvious because the highlighted area was so tiny. Too bad for you darling. Your mum is just, plain mean. :P But she did helped you pay the saloonist. xD

When we reached the bank, there was no parking space at all! Only one, meters away from the bank. Don't be fat and lazy! Walk! And so we walked. My reverse parking was good right? She just didn't wanna admit it. xD Also, there weren't any sensors for the Reverse gear. Then, she insulted my Kancil's butt, and said it was about my big butt. Still, a butt is a butt!Later, we talked about her not-so-obvious-highlighted-lala hair. :D Banked in, and walked back to the car. Instead, we went to the Puppy store!

She was thrilled to find a pug there, the most silent one amongst the rest. I don't know why she loves the pug so much. Looks stupid, but smarter than the other breeds. Mostly. Apparently. :P On the way out, we saw an army printed clothing for dogs. Seriously matches with her army pants and BabyMilo army tee! She should get one for her dog next time. If she would rare one.

It was going home time. I told my mum I will be out awhile only to pick up that something. But I guess it was longer than intended. I dropped her off behind Standard Charted and head straight home. It was short but I got to see her anyways! (: Oh darn, I forgot I was sick, and we kissed. -.-" If she gets sick, I will hang myself. ): But I'm happy to have the chance to see her today. She made it happen. I was and am pleased she did so.

I Miss You

Came back to 2nd house. A bit tired but not really tired.
Already 2 days didn't see her, I miss her so much.
These 2 days, I spoiled her mood again. I always did that. Am i so stupid?? Yes, I'm. I always couldn't get what she thinking or trying to tell me, but I'm learning. Just needed some times. :(

She got sicked. Her sister spread to her. :(
I'm so worry, till I just wanted to see her immediately. But I can't..cause she staying with her family. I just can wait till the next day. Ya, i got to see her tomorrow, accompany her to her school. Although just bout 10 minutes, but never mind, cause I really want to see her so much.

Today is the 4th month we knew each other. I'm so happy. I wish that we will have more and more months together.
"Thanks for being at my side these days." I'm really lucky to have her. I'm always not smart enough to get to know and always stupidly ruin her mood, but she still here with me. :D
I don't know how and what to say bout it, I just can try my best to make her become the 2nd happiest person in the world,because...I got the chance to be with her, I'm the happiest person in the world. Although sometime I moody, is just because I'm blaming myself don't how to make her happy or I did something wrong.

P/S : I love you.....

The Seriously Cute BookSeller

Class starts at 10am on Thurdays. I get to sleep in! But only for this week. Because I'll be driving to college next week onwards and I have to be there early for parking. T_T Soon, the laziness will come in. So yeah, I brought MillyMoo namecards to college today. She was so anticipated by it and started giving the card to everyone like a promoter! How cute. At first, we targetted friends. Then farmiliar faces. Then unknown people with make-up. :P

She gave half the deck away! I hope that amount of cards given will bring me more than half the amount of visitors I have now. Anyways, thank you darling for helping me. (: Though I sounded a little ungrateful earlier. We went into class like normal and were upset because Nalini will be teaching us Marketing. What more? In Business class, Lisa is our tutor! The one that always eyes on us. o_o Now we can't hold hands in that class. Or do any mushy things. D: Oh well. :P We were released early today as there are no tutorials for Week 1. We hurried to PD to have our lunch and went back to the bookstop to get me my HTML book. Something funny did happen again today.

We went back to search for the Web Design textbook, and the girl seller suddenly said;

"Alah, lambat la you. Sudah habis stok."

We were like, what..? Does she even know what book we want? Haha. Then we pointed to the HTML book. She went;

"Oh, yang itu ade. Management sudah habis lo."

Then, darling went and ask for a new book and she inspected it well before paying up. Suddenly;

"Eh, ini dua sangat cute kan? Come, bagi I ambik gambar. Semalam I bagi tau kawan I about you both. So cute couple!"

Forgot to mention that Michelle and Grace was with us. They laughed at what the seller said. After paying up and getting the receipt, she seller asked us for a photo. She was seriously serious. So alright, we let her took 2 shots of us. She was satisfied, and so was my darling. I knew that she was all proud that someone treated us as a couple. We all then walked back to PE block for our last class which was Web Page Design practical. Everyone was trying their best to understand except for Grace and I. My darling seemed confused at first, but she managed to complete the task. Even faster than Grace did. I'm proud of you. (: But she didn't seem like she really liked doing the HTML codings. How will she learn to like Graphics?

Draggy Wednesdays

Omg, like every Wednesdays are gonna be long! 4 hours of lecture from 8am to noon. My tummy will surely growl at me. But I get to spend long hours with her right? What's there to complain? Draggy lectures make me unable to concentrate well. And I bet on these days, she'll be ticked off more. She told me earlier that when she's hungry, she'll be mad easier. Oh dear. D:

We went to SP Corner for a quick bite because we were release 50 minutes earlier. We were late though. Why? Some dummy shut PE007's door which appeared to be spoiled. We were all stuck in for 15 minutes after class ended. Some of the boys start kicking, pulling and all sorts to try to open the door. Finally, with Kar Jun's smartness, we all got to get out! Okay, so at SP Corner, we took a quick snack and hurried back for the next class.

When class ended at 12pm, there were no time to lose! I was hungry but not hungry. So I decided to drop by PD to get bread. At the same time, we went to check out the bookstop at B3. The girl selling the books seemed fierce as she was staring at us. We were looking through the book contents seeing whether they are necessary. Then, the bigboss with the stock came. So fierce. =.=" After he left, the girl said,

"Are you two couple? So cute la!"

She and I were shocked but we just nodded. THen left. :P She was obviously happy. I was like, in shock. It was seriously sudden. She just suddenly popped up with a question and a huge smile on her face. Gosh, who wouldn't be scared? But I know she was happy. I could see right through her skin. (: Glad that made you happy. :D

Back to school

School Reopen. Nothing much different last semester,except I'm same class with her now. All my lecture and tutorial. Hehee.. XD
Still the same, she caught peoples' eyes in the first day, maybe she didn't notice but I DO!!
I was a little bit down with that, cause is my property le.. :'( No choice, she is too attractive and her new hair made her looked hotter. And these two days, I realised that she didn't really hold my hand. So sad. T.T Anyways, we took of photos everyday, and she ordered I must upload to our account everyday so that the album can show the date accurately.
Today, we went to the text book booth cause she wanted to buy the original book for Webpage Design. the sales girl asked are we couple, Hahaha.. Felt quite "song" at that moment. But....are we too obvious.? I'm kinda worry, cause too much "kepo" in school.
She went back right after our class because she wanted to go bank. Unfortunately too many people and I can't get my goodbye kiss. :( But at least she came back and gave me a hug. =p
I waited till 3pm cause my ex classmate fetching me back. While i was waiting, some people i knew passed by and say hi. One of them saw my phone's wallpaper which is the picture of me and her, said we looked so sweet. Happy to heard that. :)

Love the time she by my side,that's why I started to miss her once she gone away. :(
Just hope that time pass fater so I can see her tomorrow again.

Back on the Road, Baby!

It's fun being back at college. Where you get to see farmiliar faces and reunite once again. But, many of us are separated from each other. Like me and Susanna, and Michelle. ): Oh well, but hey! We are never far apart you know. (: And besides, I have her by my side always. Not for long till Degree though. So till then, I'll spend as much time with her as possible. Who know what would happen then. If anything does, at lease we walked the same path once. Right?

So yeah, first day of classes. Some of the lecturers/tutors are the same. (: And now, I get to sit with her every class. How nice. Classes weren't really boring. Except for Sociology. Even when I'm busy talking away with her, Susanna said that I did not miss a thing. Why? The lecturer blabs too much out of topic. So yeah, I get to bond with her in this lecture. :P

Finished all classes at 2pm today, but went home only at 3pm. She asked me to stay so, alright. (: We went for lunch at PD canteen with Ester, Susanna and all. I left and she was sitting there, alone and sad. D: Don't worry, we still talk like, 24/7 via phone right? xD

Our First Official Outing

Yes, I consider this our first official. Why? We were alone. (:

Our very main reason to go out was because I wanted to go RedBox! I'm addicted to karaoke now. Oh my, we're all gonna be broke. x) We sung and sung but it was no fun when she sang. I mean, it's okay for those sentimental songs from Jay Chou or what not, but still they were all in Chinese. I didn't get the meanings. As for me, I sang most of the English songs. Finally got to sing my Goodbye-Days but it was horrible. I had no voice to sing it. ): We had our 'free?' lunch and free flow of salad. Went to the toilet a few times because it was so cold! Who would sing Mariah Carey's or Celine Dion's songs? They're unbelievably high and unreachable. Everytime I miss a note, or can't reach the note, I'll go 'blueek' and laugh. Or do some funny reaction. It was fun, though I won't go into details. I know, 2 months or less from now, I'll most probably forget. :P

So, we left 1 hour pass the time which was 2pm. But we left at 3pm instead. :P Then, we walked around Cineleisure looking for shoe shops and 'lala' shops. Found none that was cheap. Obviously. And then we head back over to The Curve. Same results there. After VG came to fetch us, we had to go back to 1u to get my eyed-on slipper from Colours. RM59.90 for flip-flops. How expensive. But she helped me pay for the remains of my only RM50. (: How sweet. Later, VG dropped me home but I was a little emo with her. I forgot why. x) We'll leave it as that. It was a fun day. Like really.

Last day of working

So fast we have to go back to school and start our new semester.
It's our last day working. I can't see you every hour except in school time. :( Again I will suffer with missing her after school soon.
Actually I wanted to call her right after I woke up, but since last night I made her unhappy and sleep so late, I decided to call her later, but she didn't pick up my call and reply my sms. I think she still angry with me. Finally she answered my call after "a century", she allowed me to pick her up to work. Fuioy~~ she's not angry already. :p
Don't know is it because of is our last day, Annie gave us alot of works. It's so kanasai... but never mind, my bii is here with me. So ya, my mood will chill soon.
Really after our lunch, bii chilled me up with her funny dance. She's really so cute man..!! I took 3 videos of that and I'm thinking to post them up. Hahaa...but I guess she will kill me if I do that.

Soon, it's our dinner time after busying with those stupid clothes.
We went for Vietnam food after taking a long time to made decision and her shopping time. Once I got the menu, I was like, "Shit, do we got enough money.??" Then i starting to dig bii's wallet cause i really pokkai already. Sorry bii :(
Luckily, our money just ngam ngam enough to pay the bill, so we can't order drinks or side dishes. D: It's so paisei, it's the first time that i don't have enough money when i having meal with my gf. After dinner, we went back to work. Bii was so lame cause she made us play hide n seek. =.=''' and she even want me to do pervert post of touching mannequin's boobs to let her take photos. Lolx...my image gone. :( but since can make her happy, I will just say yes.
Before we went home, I bought bii a shirt by borrowing money from VG and bii was unhappy because stupid Annie break her promise to lend me bii's favourite CD.

I felt so uncomfort since dinner. I should be depended by her, but i can't even pay for her meal. I really don't like the feel, I don't know how to say. I just don't like it.
Cause i really hope when she's with me, she don't need to worry or think for any single tiny things in her life, she can depend all on me because she's my princess.

So, my target since today : I will try all my best to avoid things that happened today to happen again.....

Insanity

Must be caused by the reason of the last day of us working together. I finally showed my seriously crazy side by dancing like a mad woman during work. (:

Early in the morning, she was already not in the right mind because we were made to continue our re-pricing since last night. Housekeeping was already tiring. And we were about to faint if we were responsible for restocking Comma. Thank God we didn't. Hui Ni insisted, so alright. :P We were re-pricing everything and hanging back all the tried clothing till breaktime. Imagine the work. Nahh, I think it's because we took our own sweet time. :P I love break times! First break, we had Carl's Jr. The second break was hilarious!

We walked and shopped for me of course. Like she would do any shopping. :P So yeah, we walked and enjoyed ourselves like monkeys from the forest. Time passes by so quickly when we're having fun. It's not fair. D: 30 minutes passed and we hurried off the Sushi Zanmai. Que was too long so we decided to eat at Vietnamese Kitchen. Once we sat down, we looked at the menu, and then she asked "Do we have enough money?". I thought we had enough, but after digging out pockets thoroughly, we had JUST enough money to pay up. :P We calculated before ordering of course. xD So yeah, we ordered, ate and went back to work!

We joked around all night and even play hide-and-seek! I do not even want to tell the story about it. It was really stupid. x) I have some photos of her touching the mannequin! How perverted of her! O_O. But it was just a joke. I forced her to do that pose for me. The day ended well as VG waited for us and picked us up. But I'm still upset for not getting the Korean CD! ):

What a "lucky" day...

It's really a worst day for me...
Except all the sweet time with her, the whole day I just being mad of things happened around me.
The stupid cashier in the mamak store made me missed my bus, stupid assistant manager scolded me for nothing(luckily she didn't scold my bii, if not I sure voice back), stupid me ruined bii's mood again, stupid stomach pain and stupid roommate late for an hour. Haiz..

She's so tired cause didn't get enough sleep yesterday and woke up early today, and we got lots of works today. I'm so stupid to make her angry again, I'm sorry....
After work, I made her got bite from stupid green bug and got scold by her mummy because I supposed to send her home but my roommate late for an hour, ended up her mummy had to come and pick us. (I'm so sorry aunty for disturbing you so late.) She's so unhappy, I know she don't like people like that but because that's my roommate and I still need to depend on her, so she can't say anything. Is all because of me.. :(

This is why I always ask her whether is she really happy when she be with me cause I know she have to face alot of things, stress alot of things, and I'm so stupid always ruined her mood. She's so sweet to me. This morning when she said she care me more than she care her sister, I'm really happy(sounded evil). I really do feel happy when I heard that although she showed me a lame face when she see my satisfied face.
Everything when I feel stomach pain, I will become a small kid and feel like wanted to hug someone or something, that's why I hate stomach pain especially when I'm with her cause I don't hope to let her see me like that. I just hope that she will feel I'm a tough person who can take care her and protect her all the time. Who will like a person who act small kid. ?? She's so sweet to said she's the one, she kept on ask me to hug her and even put medicine for me although she don't really like the smell.
That's why no matter how's my day or whatever happen, I still will happy cause i got her with me.



Thanks for making me to become the lucky one, I love you...

I'm Not Throwing Tantrum, You'd Feel the Same

It was a normal day today. I was so tired when I woke up this morning. Well, yesterday was Full shift afterall. I got lectured by my parents for not helping my sis at the bazaar held today. But how was I to help? I have work. =/

So yeah, ignoring that, I walked to work with her this afternoon. Started work, and had to continue marking down the prices. Break? We had Bak Kut Teh. Starving like hungry pigs but Annie only let us out 30 minutes later. Everything was pretty normal today, adding in the jokes and laughter, but the day ended really frustrating. Annui was picking on her because of the abandoned clothes on the display panel, which really wasn't her fault. I'm not being biased because I was part of it too. Well, nothing can be done about that.

And then, our transport home. Being 1 hour late and couldn't be reached. We were waiting there for our transport like idiots. Mummy did say a word or two to me after that. She was the one who picked us up afterall.

Long Day Short

Today we had to work Full shift again. Oh how boring it sounds! But nah, I don't think it's ever boring. Tired? Perhaps. Why it's not boring? Because we'll be chit-chatting while anticipating for our break time together. I love break times! Not because I can eat. =.=" It's because I get to spend time with her. (:

Our first break time, we had to rush off to the old wing taxi stand because I had to meet a customer there. It was so cute how she was too short to climb up the uneven leveled ground. Her pants was falling! :P I sold the top to the customer and we were then deciding to eat at the Jap shop or Bak Kut Teh. Ended up eating at the Jap shop because I forced her to make up her mind. :P While ordering, I saw my friend at the entrance. I went to say hi but by the time I came back, her face was longer than usual. Awww! Don't be jealous of him, darling! He's just a friend. :D

And then, we had no time to lose and had to rush back to the AddOn. =/ When we got back, whoa! There were a heck alot of people and we just got informed about re-pricing everything. Well, almost all the items. :D We took our own sweet time to do it, as we chatted but we managed to finish one portion. Then! It was our second break time! :D

We were supposed to meet her 'boss' but her 'boss' was not here yet during our first break time. And we were supposed to go to some Japanese merchandise shop selling weird stuffs. (Next to SaSa). We went there first to check it out. They got such funny items. :D Then, to Sasa and to McD! But her 'boss' was late again. -.-! So then, we checked out Speedy and finally saw her 'boss'. Well, she is kinda short but still Cammy's shorter! :P We ate at McD and had a little chate before returning to AddOn.

I talked to her 'boss' personally and I guess she seems like a sweet person. :D With huge issues. But honestly, I think we can do lots of crazy stuff together. :D So anyways, back to re-pricing. Me and her can talk about anything! But sometimes, she can make me moody. =/ I don't know how. However, nowadays, my moody moments are getting shorter and shorter. Which is a good thing to all of us. :P She can cheer me up anytime! Just that, it does takes a while. (:


Yes, I'm very happy working with her. (:

Irrational...

Gosh, early morning got this kind of stupid and scary dream. Why must The alarm always rang at the wrong time. >.<

Bii told me, no, should say i heard it when she talked to her mummy that her old friend, which is a guy that i don't know invited her to be the model of his photo session because he wanted to try his lens. Of course i said no, i should be her first photographer but too bad, i don't have a DSLR. Bii sounded wanted to go so much, so i decided to say yes.

Okay, the stupid dream i all because of this..!!
I dreamt that Bii tell me the photo session will take for a whole week and 8 hours per day. What the!! What kind of lens need to try for a whole week and 8 hours per day.?! I immediately say no and said is abnormal to be like that, the fellow sure planned something, but Bii don't believe and angry me, cause she said i don't respect her friend. Haiz... Then she hanged my call. No matter what i sms her or how many time i call her, she also don't bother to reply me.
I was so sad, until the day they start the photo session i still can't get through her. I have no choice and just can waited for her reply. While i was waiting her sms, i received her call. She sounded so scare and shouted for help. I was shocked and...the stupid alarm rang. =.='''

I don't why i will had this kind of dream. What the heck happened to me...
Since when i become so irrational.?? Where are my positive thinking.??
Haiz...until now my mind just thinking bout one thing, "can i follow your photo session next week bii.??"
See,make me become such a idiot jealouser. All because of the stupid dream..

Our First Date after Officially

Erm..is my first post in this blog. I think will be quite long and boring because i don't really know how to blog. Just came back from hometown, finally can see my bii. I really miss her alot. It's really suffer everytime i went back,because i can't accompany her alot.
Early in the morning,VG fetch me to bii's house. After we bought our breakfast(cha siew pao),just at the traffic light before bii's house, my friend from New Zealand called. She got some problems with her bf and need someone to talk. I hope i could listen to her problem but in my mind just thinking to see my bii as soon as possible, so i'm not really paying attention on what she talking about. Sorry..
Once we reached bii's house, i just can't wait to go down from VG's car. Bii's daddy opened the door and i was like, "Aiks..why not my bii.." but soon i saw bii coming out. WOW..!! Her hair..so bright and looked so hot today because she wore so short and thin..!! Arghh.. =.='''
I wanted to talk to her immediatelly but my friend in the phone like AK47 can't stop talking bout her problem. So, i quickly comforted her and hanged up.

Bii asked me how's her hair, i said reminded me of Jordan. Hahahaa...because of the colour. Bii showed me sad face, so cute.. XD then i checked and digged bii's bag to see whether is she bringing her jacket anot because we're going to ice skate. She showed her jacket with clever face but unfortunately was the thin one. Where got enough?? i wanted her to wore mine but she threw it back to me. T.T

Soon, we reached Sunway Piramid. I asked bii why she wear so sexy today, she said why cannot cause she's with me. =.=''' really regret to tell her bout that. I have to prepare to "look after" peoples' eyes. We quickly went on ice cause bii's pet bro was waiting for us. I'm really nervous and anxious. Kanasai...it's my first time, and i don't know how to skate at all. I just hope and pray not to be so paisei and make my bii shame of me. Unluckily, i still fall twice in the 3 rounds i skate. Bii can't stop laughing at my face. She looked so happy when she see me paisei, should i happy that i can make her laugh so happy?? I really took ages to finish it, even small little kids also skate better than me. haiz..... :( I felt that i'm so stupid, i can't even accompany bii to skate. not only make her paisei, i can't do a little thing that she hope.
While i finally can sit down, i noticed really alot of people looking at bii. Haiz..no choice, i can't do anything, who ask my bii so attractive.

After that we went to hav our lunch and tried to search for couple tee but too bad, there don't have any nice one. Then we went to sing k in Redbox. It's bii's first time sing in karaoke room. She's so cute, she wanted to sing chinese songs but feel so paisei because she scared pronounce wrongly. Hahahaa...in the end, we skipped quite alot of song that we thought want to sing.

Well, happy time always pass very fast. It's time for bii to go home(Bii's mummy sms and called ady. :p). I really not willing to let her go but i have to. Then we paid the bill and went home. On the way back, bii took photos with her phone and my phone, those pictures were really nice. She liked one of them so much and asked me to send her,but i'm so selfish(sorry.. D:) to kept as my property. Bii anrgy and went home without smilling face.

I ruined our date again. Haiz... I'm not trying to control her, i just don't want people see that pictures. I admitted i'm selfish because i can be generous on anything but not my bii. I don't need peoples' reaction or people to tell me how attractive my bii are. Of course i hope people will jealous me that i have such a pretty and cute gf,but if i need to let people look at my bii alot to get this, i rather i didn't jealous by anyone.

It's a special day(although my butt still pain). My first time of skating, Bii's first time singing in karaoke.
I always feel not enough time with her, i really hope that time can stop when we toegther.

*Sorry for my selfish and ruined your mood. Get me nice photos for next week. Sorry....
I miss you....

Our First Official Outing :D

Well, since we've been together, there never really was a proper day out for us. Take today as the first one. Though we went with VG to Sunway. She was so scared and anxious about going on the ice. I found it rather hilarious. She's so cute when she's nervous, anxious, jealous, and stuff like that. Before moving on, I had to say that her reaction toward my bright-coloured hair was heartbreaking. D: She didn't see it as my own but instead, as Xiao Jun's! T_T How depressing.

That's that. Moving on to the ice. She seriously meant what she said about lack of balance on the ice. Even Andrew, my pet bro, had to guide her for about 30 minutes before she could go 1 round about the rink. She first fell when she held onto my hand as I tried to pull her to skate. However, she toppled. I could have held on to her to prevent her from falling, but if I did, I would have fell as well. Hey, I can't fall if I'm wearing short aights! I felt bad, but then again, it was funny. The second time she fell had nothing to do with me. I was skating towards her and suddenly she plopped and fell on her bum! AGAIN. :P So cute. I couldn't stop laughing. xP

Then, we went to RedBox. It was my first time going to a karoake centre. I was a little embarassed at first but then I got used to singing with people with the mic. I even sang out of pitch. But I couldn't care less since she kept telling me, "Who cares!" When she was singing, I held onto her hand, and I was thinking, "How lucky I am to have her." I am grateful to her someone like her by my side. (:

All in all, it was a great day. (: Now, I'm soo tired. But I'm still thinking of her. But I guess she thinks I'm having a bad tantrum at her now. :P

We're So Close Yet So Far

I miss her so much. Like really. When she goes back to her hometown, I really feel like a part of me is torn from my body and is dragged to someplace far. I feel so lonely sometimes. But we still kept in touch today. (: Though in the late afternoon she lost her mood. ): I'm sorry that I can never make her happy. I don't know how to cheer her up. Which is why I left her alone. I'm so, so sorry. D: We're okay now. Nowadays, we patch things up faster. Isn't that good? :D

Sunny Walk-Along

It was afternoon shift today. She walked to my house to pick me up to work. It was so sunny and hot. (: She reached my house and I looked out. A cute little girl wearing a black T-Shirt with a heavy bag. We walked to work together. When we reached, Annie immediately asked us to do work. We got separated. We had a lot of work to do though there were no customers. But hey! We bargained for a break together and we got it. (: I'm so glad she's always by my side.

I Feel Your Warmth

We got back from Genting today. And I felt really happy and satisfied. (: We got to be together for the whole 24-hours. It's the best day of my life. So far. :P

We reached back 1Utama about 3pm. I was finding to reason to stay with her a little longer. That is, to open a bank account. Mummy said yes, and I was glad! (: But, unfortunately we had to part at 4pm. She had no where to go and so, I talked things out with my mum and she could stay at my house till 10pm! An extra 6 hours with her. (:

We did so many things together. Talked, joked and watch my favourite anime, 'La Corda d'Oro'. I lent the CD to her. (: I hope she likes it.

When she went home, I missed her so much, but I never tell her. I never did. :P

Our First Trip

We're back from our first trip..Genting..!!
She had think bout for quite long, I think since September before our finals. Of course me too. Just I'm quite surprised when she told me her mum said okay for it.
Well, bout our trip................

I woke up so early cause I'm really excited. It's our first trip, how can it be normal to me.? I took bus from my house to 1U. Don't why so early in the morning and it's weekdays still got so many people. I was squeezing myself like a sardin but it's alright cause I'm going to see her soon. :)
Bout 8.45am, I saw my bii with her mum. We sat there and her mum with us till the bus came. =.=''' I was thinking to give her a hug when i saw her but....."potong stim".
Anyways, finally the bus reached and her mum leave. Yeah~~ We going to have our own sweet time. She held my hand and lying on my shoulder all the way up to the hill. I felt so good. I liked the feel that she nestled ny my side. We snapped pictures like no one in the bus. Hahahaa..and she missed her time to sleep.

After our friends reached at the sky view station, we went up to Genting by stupid cable car. Ya, I'm scared of being hang on the air. =.= I knew this sounded stupid but I tried to open my eyes and look around with her. But I can't. It's so paisei to show that in front of her but I had no choice. After our lunch which came with our ticket package, we went to Theme park with her friend, Cheryl and her boyfriend. It's another challange for me. T.T
Her friend fooled me up since the first ride by telling me there's not scary. And I'm so stupid to believe them.
Oh well, I'm not going to continue my stupid shame things. Just skipped it. I accompanied to for all the rides except the longest one, cause I really felt like vomit and can't stand for it anymore. (I did vomitted when she toll the ride with them.) Sorry for leaving you alone with them, believe me that I really hope to by your side. :(
After that, we spent our time to shop and had dinner with them. Till I said that I'm tired, she told her friend that we're leaving. Actually I just want to have some times with her alone besides that the rides made my whole body felt uncomfort.

I planned to surprise her because the next day was a special day but she's so tired and i forced to bring it up early. The soundtracks that i prepared as background music...were gone. :(
Anyways, I still successed to touch her heart and she gave me the chance. I was so happy and don't what to say. I just can tell her my happy with a deep kiss.

Thanks for giving me the chance to love you officially...
I will give in the best of my life to make you happy.
Sorry to TB3, we didn't really spent our time together. Please frogive us, cause it's our first trip. :P

I want to tell you.....................

Nothings gonna change my love for you~
You ought to know by now how much I love you~
One thing you can be sure of~
I'll never ask for more than your love~
Nothings gonna change my love for you~
You ought to know by now how much I love you~
The world may change my whole life through~
But nothings gonna change my love for you~



Sarangheyo means I love you~
代表着我离不开你~ (means I can't live without you)
每分每秒 每一个声音~ (every minute, every second, every words of you)
只有你撒娇 会让我微笑~ (only your naughty can make me smile)
Sarangheyo 只对你说~ (Sarangheyo only for you)
I will love you and forever more~
我答应baby you will see~ (I promise baby you will see)
每一个我都属于你~ (everything of me is only yours)

Even If I Don't Say It..

You should know I love you. (:


Today is the day where we got to go to Genting. Well, personally, I'm very happy. Because I can go on holiday without parents! (: Also, with my darling. Not to forget, the rest of the TB3. But hey! It's Camlie's stories right? So yeah, I got to see her face when we were on board the Cable Car. How cute of her to have a height phobia. Once we reached, she was glad we had touchdown! Immediately, we took some photos and straight to the free buffet in our package.

I told her not to eat that much as we are going to twist and turn our tummies at the Theme Park. What a waste. But yeah, skipping the boring stories, we went to the Theme Park and left our luggage with the rest of the peeps. Met up with Cheryl and her BF, Alex. The first ride we sat was Spinner. She looked so dizzy and about to drop dear. How cute her face was. (: She rode with me all the rides except for Cockscrew. I had to sit with Cheryl instead. She felt bad afterwards. :P

We went for dinner with Cheryl and it costed us a bomb! Poor darling. ): Pokkai already! All because of me.

But the most important part of the story happened at night before we went to sleep. Well, she did mention that I ruined her plan, but she went on with it. She asked me again. I forgot how many times she did before, but I couldn't reject her now, especially with her words from the heart. She then gave me a box full of paper-hearts and on each, written the date and each days' content. I was surprised and really touched by it. Then, there was this tiny box, where she opened and slip on to my finger. She had the other pair for herself too.

"25.06.09, Shiromi"

She had the other pair for herself too. I was so happy. I have to admit, no one have ever done this for me before. I'm glad it happened. (:

Is it Love?

I've been questioning myself; what we have, is it love? How do you know it's love? How could you be so sure of yourself that it is love?


It is a very common question, "How can I tell I'm in love?", but it is not an easy question to answer. What feels like love to one person may be nothing more than attraction to another. Some people fall in and out of love quickly and often while others are never really in love as much as they are in lust. Do you wonder what is going on in your current relationship. Is it love, lust or bust? Take our quick and easy quiz to find out.

Your score is 71. You sure have some real love in this relationship, but there are some things both of you need to work on in order to make things last.


What should I do? Is it true?

What is Love?

What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.

Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. heart: what is love? Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said �Love all�

Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship. The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But �love� is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy.

In the past the study of philosophy and religion has done many speculations on the phenomenon of love. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it.

Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. It is said to have three components in the book of psychology: Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars. Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect.

Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.


Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.
William Shakespeare.